Time and Tide.

note: this really must be pms. when this routine started, i was amazed by how we still try to see each other even for just a short time. at least, we get to see each other. now, my expectations are climbing up the charts again. well, not really. those short time (s) take up our rest time (s) that we get sick na rin. so what is there to be thankful for? now this is REALLY PMS.

Nov 26
Ry - go out with college friends
Pom - work

Nov 27
am
Pom - go out with officemates
Ry - will TRY to do shopping. i dont like hassles during xmas kasi eh. i hate buying gifts as well. but i have to. and it's time that i have to try to learn. only once in my life i enjoyed shopping for xmas. it was with a friend. we started shopping around 9 then we ended around 3pm. around this time, Pom will be deadtired. and even if he tells me that we cant go shopping yet coz it's not sweldo time for him, this free time shall never happen whether or not payday has come. it's like being single again. afternoons will be handled by moi. goodbye to the dream of having someone to hold hands with while walking in the malls. for a movie lover, I have only watched two movies with him. no change even when i was single. BUT he needs his rest and now im complaining already. DAMN these mood swings.
- will try to find suppliers of baskets.
- will watch a movie (im not going to watch a movie tonight anymore)
pm
Pom & Ry - go to bernie's for the farewell party...sleep (puyatan na naman!).

Saturday Nights: i was used to sleeping early or going out late with friends. aposento was the place. eisen was my partner. Pom was my kulitan partner at home. now, saturday nights are not even intimate. always at parties.(okay. o.a. lang ako.) and we both keep on yawning.
sometimes, id want to go out on saturday nights but this is the only time we can be together..longer....

Nov 28
am
Pom - sleep
Ry - attend mass
- hopefully do some chores and gift wrap if there is anything to wrap
- meeting with some clients (wedding) but this meeting is not sure yet.
- willl TRY to do some shopping again.
pm
Pom - family time
Ry - sleeping time

okay... i shall not continue anymore. this is just a masochistic way of epitomizing my mood swings. bottomline, i miss him.
really, my mom has this way of making me feel cheap. now i question my boyfriend why i have to "stretch" and be the one to meet up with him for breakfast just because i wont be able to see him in the pm. that short 30 mins of saying hi, hello, eating, and then goodbye was okay with me. id complain to him pa nga that i always see him already. now my mom....there she goes again with her opinion "dont show him too much".
ayos. tang ina. note: this can be ignored if you are a close friend. you know very well that this is just one of those days. but i shall not realize that yet. schizobitch.

but what if my prediction is right? my time, your time? party time? quality time? rest time? play time? recuperation time? time of the month? NO MORE TIME. one day, we will both be tired. (p-e-s-s-i-m-i-s-t-i-c)